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Mar. 28th, 2016 06:24 pm
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I don't even really know how to start this, so I am just going to begin.

To whom this specifically concerns,

Thank you. For what, you may ask? Well, let me explain:

I was on my first vacation in years and I was having a wonderful time being away from it all. I was waiting, looking forward to a bit of theater, when you walked in the building and my brain disappeared. You walked over and introduced yourself, and in our short bit of conversation (in which I was desperately hoping I was making sense, as I was screaming at my brain to say something coherent, or even to just sound stupid in English if that was all I could manage; however, at this point my brain was no longer just missing, but had packed its bags and was on a slow boat to Mongolia) you were witty, charming, and even a little goofy. I was, and still am, absolutely gone. I am seriously surprised I wasn't finally told to shut up about you at some point afterwards.

I don't think I have ever been so utterly smitten in such a short amount of time. I mean with less than five minutes of conversation I was contemplating storybook, where's my armour, Don Quixote type stuff . In the next few days, as my brain decided to sneak slowly back home, I began to wonder why I was in the emotional state I was in, as we had interacted for such a short time, and I was beginning to make myself nervous in my search for windmills. Then it hit me. Why you affect me so is that I did not think I had the capacity to project this level of emotion anymore. I have to constantly bury every level of emotion I have in order to function daily safely. I was at a point where I was beginning to contemplate ending up a soulless old fool with no hope for anything. And without knowing, you stepped through a door and utterly destroyed that.

For that I will be eternally grateful.

My sister said that I would fall in love with Baltimore, but to be careful, for it would cut me a little as well. Not in a vicious way, but just to let me know it cared.

May your hopes and dreams come true. May you be loved beyond measure. May your pains and sorrows be few, and may your life be full of joy and happy surprises.

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